I am fighting to hold myself from writing anything about her again. I know this is all because of a misplaced prejudice; a self respecting action, an egotistical trip where I keep telling myself that she did not choose me though I was better for her. I cannot explain this to anyone; least of all to myself. I am being torn. All I want is to be loved by someone. All the supportive messages that people can tell me will fall on deaf ears. I am fighting and I know I am losing.
Let me be strong. Please.